AAAAA...You are so right, my spirit is broken along with my heart as well. And I didn't really think about that until I read your reply. I just always felt like..."Oh, If he doesn't hit me, then I must be okay". It seems like most people dont think much of verbal or mental abuse like they do physical abuse. Why is that? Anyway, I am working on my self esteem, its just gonna be awhile. Thank you for caring.
Doh...I never thought of putting money away and Lord knows I could do that every week. You see, my husband is not the brightest when it comes to finances, so there ya go....my first contribution to myself was $50 for my birthday. I already put it away in a safe place! Thanks.
I have to tell you all that just being a member of this site for the last few days has given me a whole new outlook. Thank you to each one of you who took the time to comment, I truly do appreciate it.