I spent 8 year peeling back the layer after layer.. Did is suck ? Yep but over time I have realized that I indeed have been processing things and getting them filed away in the back of my mind..... which is how my T and I work .. Work on X problem then put it in a box in the back of my head.. Its always there but I dont actually have it front and center.

Keep posting...... get the stuff out of your head to people that really "get it"