On the therapy is so hard note, while I'm excited about going back for 3 months, I'm kinda mildly terrified in a way too. We've arrived at some deep, core "stuff" I believe w this co-dependency thing. And it honestly scares the daylights outta me. But I do trust her more than anybody to 'go there' with me. I hope I still feel that way tomorrow when I'm there. I've come to realize all the building of the relationship was necessary so I could be ready for this. I feel on the verge of some big work and wonder if 3 months is even long enough. Or if I'm brave enough.