I rarely cry. When my daughter decided to move in with her mother, I was upset. She would not even talk to me. She took all of her stuff and left nothing behind. Her mother and her mothers friend helped without even talking to me. She told me that her mother knows how to raise her. She was obviously very upset, but passive aggressive behavior can have quite an effect on me. I felt that I lost my daughter. On a different day, I visited her. She wanted me out of her life. She got a real talking to then.

When I was sitting by myself at home in front of a TV, I felt pain like I have never experienced before, which is saying something. I felt my life just completely fell apart. I was so so sad. I felt really alone, visualizing the end of my relationship with her. This is when I cried. I rarely do. It was a very dark day for me in my life. I did not feel anywhere close to this kind of pain when my mother passed away.