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Originally Posted by sinking
I had T today and somehow it made me feel worse. i got everything out but maybe not all of it?
so i got home and binged. i knew it was emotional/comfort eating but i wouldnt be alive otherwise now.
im trying to distract myself from death focusing on ana behaviors and they help a lot but sometimes not at all. and i dont want to go back to alcohol or SHing. im just trying so hard to survive.
survive in general but today more than other times.
i feel like giving up so much 
what or who can help me surviving? HELP PLEASE
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Maybe you could contact your T again and tell him/her how you are feeling? I binge too, it's ok to binge sometimes. I guess it happens with everyone.
Hugs to you.