Why do I look at the things other people have and do and find my own life lacking? I get in the way of my own happiness when I do this. My life is good... There have been and still are plenty of challenges but I am able to work on overcoming them and that in itself is a blessing.

If I am honest with myself... I don’t really even want to have or do most of the things other people have and do and yet I keep making the comparisons. Surely I would make changes in myself or in my lifestyle if I really wanted different things or experiences. This is not healthy and I don’t want to do it. It’s got to be a self esteem issue because I never feel I measure up... yet cognitively I know this is all just silly of me. 😞