Junk, no worries...I know at some point he will..... I wasn't upset by it. I just had always hoped if that happens to me, he would do it gradually.

No doubt I'm gonna struggle, tomorrow when he doesn't check in, for the first time since last summer, Its gonna sting and I'll probably really have a hard time BUT thankfully phones save messages so my plan is to read old convos and see if that helps any.

Yes, for sure writing letters and on Tues, normal session time, my dog and I are going on a 20 min walk, like we would with him.... part of me is even debating driving to the building and going on our walk route alone.