She hasn’t contacted me again since the blow out last month. She talks about me with our mutual friend and says she misses me. But she never apologized about her attack on me. No matter what she does now, I am done with her. She’s toxic and I don’t need that due to my emotional health.


But, she’s always been very astute and knows how to cut me to the core. Her words haunt me. I keep playing it over and over in my mind. I’m pretty sure I have OCD/PTSD and things repeat on me forever.


Now that I had an abrupt change of feelings (probably fleeting) toward my divorce, I feel like she was somewhat right.