I've been wondering about this for a few weeks. I think an alter has come out. In fact, I think there are three of them.

i'm not sure if I have DID, I don't remember any traumatic experiences from my childhood except being beaten several times for things I was not guilty for. (my mom has a short temper)

I also had intense feelings of abandonment throughout my childhood. I was afraid that my mom would want one of my friends to be her child. That's why I'm still bitter towards my childhood friends.

Once drunk, my dad revealed that I have been sexually abused by him. I'm not sure if this is true, but it would explain that I have DID.

I lately found that an alter came out. And yesterday, I suddenly started crying for an unknown reason, after a phone call with a new T. Then I started dissociating, and was thrown back into a cold body after 15 minutes.

Often I find myself have done things I don't recall doing. I find myself bidding items on eBay that my alter likes. I'm after cheap makeup. My alter bids on cheap. One explanation is that

I'm always a different person to everyone. Act differently in each situation.

One weird experience was that when Cassandra, my 16/17 year old alter had to have a shower with my boyfriend, but she was feeling very uncomfortable so she decided to freeze for 15 minutes until I switched.

They even talk inside my head. Sometimes Cassandra tells me, Katie, to just shut up. When she acts like a goof.

Is it just my psychosis playing a trick on me or does this sound like DID? Any input will be appreciated. I just want an opinion, especially from other DID folks, before I go to my T. I wonder if they will just say that I have looked too much information on the Internet.

Thanks for reading.

<3 Katie and friends

(EDIT) Also, most Finnish psychiatric institutions don't believe in DID, so I would be glad to hear what kind of medication/treatment do you DID folks have?