I don't think you're being greedy at all. A lot of meds have that flat affect for me, and to me, that's just as bad as having symptoms, feeling numb all the time and not creative (meds took away my ability to draw as well). Have you talked to your pdoc about how flat and numb you feel?
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
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