omgomgomgomgomg....turns out i am going to this wellness recovery program TOMORROW MORNING. OMG. They told me on tuesday that it might be this coming monday, maybe tuesday. I thought I had all weekend to pack/clean/lay with the kitties as much as possible...and now i need to do that all in one night.

i am freaking out, and am incapacitated. i don't want to clean a single thing or pack. i don't even know if i really want to go. what am i thinking?!

omg.