I know exactly how you feel.

I had a therapist for five years whom I absolutely adored. We parted ways 10 years ago and I didn’t seek help again until this past January. I went through seven therapists until I found my current one in June. She’s okay - having a hard time clicking with her. At times it feels forced. It’s like I want to connect so badly but something is preventing it from happening.

Like you, I often think of my old therapist. I would give anything in the world to be able to talk/ hear her voice again. Unfortunately, she died three years ago.

I hope things get better for you.