Rainbowzz,

I am so sorry for your pain, and I totally do understand where you are coming from. The god news is that you can always find support among the people here, because a lot of us have been or are where you are right now.

Hopefully you are seeing a PDoc or a therapist. I didn't start feeling better until I sought out help. Sure I stil have my good and bad days, but I am very grateful to have my doctor, and a place to meet with others that do understand.

Things can only get beter. just hang in there, and share your feelings.
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Rainbowzz))))))))))))))))))))))
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NINa