LMO....

I was very fortunate to have found a super therapist. She is very direct and has put things in a perpsective for me like no one else has ever done. She has a way of "cutting to the chase" and putting it together so that it all makes sense. I feel so very lucky to have found her.

She also told me to stay off the boards, especially when I am at work. And, I am planning on decreasing my time... but for now, when I am feeling out of sorts it is a safe place I can express my feelings.

I am feeling pretty good about the positive steps I am taking. The toughest part is that I miss my ex girlfriend and think of her every day. At some point I would hope that she would recognize the "real me" and let me into her life again, even as a friend. But, I can not obssess about that at this point. For now, my priority is me.

At times I admit I lose my focus. I just miss her so much. Don't know how to stop those feelings.