Yes, I believe I have, actually and maybe I was proving a point to myself by sending the one last night. Knowing when I sent it that she wouldn't reply but sending it anyway. I'm still more attached than I care to admit for all the good it's going to do me at this point. I want to talk to her so bad right now. But I'm going to sit here and feel that feeling and NOT drink any margaritas and just let it be what it is. There has to be a purpose for this. There has to be. And the past almost 7 years cannot have been a waste. If they were, then shame on both of us for not admitting it.