C, if i may be so bold, i believe deep in the center of each of us is a place that we would love to call 'normal' for ourself.... and, Mom would be there to hold your hand and it'd be safe there and maybe you wouldn't need to cut..... but... this really is not my line of knowledge (cutting)

so, know that i am here for whatever i may be able to do for you .... peace be with you and thank goodness and everythin' for todays technolgy that it is possible to connect with others in our time of need....