Hello Lady, please know my leaving had nothing to do with abandoning you. I always intended to have some contact with you even after I retire, whenever that was. You are a strong woman and I am thankful to be a part of your life and healing journey. Thank you for trusting me and opening up with me. I know it was hard. I will still be a part of your journey just from heaven. I will always be a part of the voices that we discussed and I will send you strength. I always said I would do anything to be able to take away your pain. I am so sorry my death is causing you so much pain. I know you are in good hands with Emdr T and she will help you on the journey to continued healing. I always told you it is healthy to cry and it was okay to cry in front of me. I am sorry that I am what caused you to cry so much.

I have met your mom she truly is the amazing person you always described. I always knee she would be proud of the woman and mother you are and that she is. She is sad that you are sad but she is also sending you strength. She is so sprry for the pain you endured in life. She never knew the events of your teen years. She would never have allowed it to continue.

Until We meet again knpw I do love I just couldn't say it because of the limitations of our work. I once told you that everybody I meet teaching me something. You taught me such. Thanks again my dear.