A couple weeks ago I had a T apt. I was told that bc I was on Medicare, I had to be put on matience therapy, where I would only see a T 3, or 4 times a week. I was introduced to my new T, and was scheduled for this last Wed. I was so upset I cried almost most of the way home. This Wed. I got ready for my apt with my new T, and left for my apt. My H called, and told me that my T was at the house, so I turned around, and went home. My new T, and I went into the house to talk. I told her as much as I could in the short time we had, and I told her that I have been on this site a lot, if she wanted to read what I have put on here, she may get a better idea about my life. The time I have been in regular therapy, before my T that I had for about 3 years moved, I had just started to understand my life, and why I am so passive, and do things on a instant, instead of thinking things out first. I didn't get the chance to learn how to deal with all that has happened in my life, and how to just handle things that happen in my every day life. I am now at a loss, and I have to figure these things out by my self. My new T did give me her cell # so I can call if I have any major problems, but I am a spontainous person, so I have a lot of anxiety about this. I am not the type of person to sit around and wait for a call when I am in a disturbing situation, instead I act, bc I don't know how to get through it. So for Medicare to do this to me has been very upsetting, and I am afraid. I know in my heart I need these skills so I won't do anything drastic.