I dreamt about my prev prev t again last night, the one that has his office in my apartment building, that i saw for 3 years, some 15 years ago. In one part of the dream he was hugging me and not caring WHO in the company we both worked at (?) saw us, i was surprised but heck if i was gonna squirm out of it!

So im wondering if i should call and schedule an appointment with him, to talk over what happened with prev t. I think i will.

When i was seeing prev prev t before, he once told me about how he had hidden a second tv clicker in the sofa cushion and was driving his fiancee crazy by clicking it one evening. I didnt take it very well. I think i could handle something like that now. I mean, i wouldnt be hanging with someone unless i felt i trusted them, and i think i know how to accomplish that now. How to protect myself now. How to care for myself now.