I feel that it's give and take honestly. The good times with him have enriched my life I'd say, but the constant breakups and fights are not worth it. I keep blaming myself too for some of the fights because I know I haven't been perfect. For example, he didn't like when I would hang out with certain people or when I got drunk or high. We have never met in person yet but had talked about it. He was really down for meeting up in the beginning then switched gears to not being ready... Very confusing. All of it.