To always been told that you are awesome but to have another part start hosting and destroy that opportunity.

We were a musician, builder, chemist, classical flautist, Christian exorcist, accountant, hypnotist, ninja, web designer, remodeler, lover, drug dealer, budding porn star,...

been on stage a few times...

But...talents turned off and doors closed as the next host took over dictating life.

Absolutely no life focus or achievement....just making it. Living one dazed event to another. Death be not proud...I’m too easy.