((((nowhere)))

yes, the most important thing right now is actually me, because I have a wee one inside me growing and that takes precedence over everything else.

and the sad thing is half of me knows he could be doing so much more for himself, but just is not trying, and the other half knows that hes wrecking his own damn life through his actions.

Though I am no longer interested in a relationship with him, there is a certain bond that remains because I am having his child. So in alot of ways I still care what happens to him and don't like to see him this down and out.

And not to be snobby, but I have definetly been the bigger person in this situation.