I'm not doing so well. I've been out of the hospital almost a week and honestly kinda want to go back because taking care of myself is proving to be difficult. I don't know what to do about work either. I work at a summer camp and my position ends in a month anyway. I really don't want to answer all those "what are those scars from?" or "where have you been?" questions. On my new meds I also don't think I can actually do what I'm supposed to do because being tired. Then there's the DI and tracking how much I drink/how much I pee for the kidney doctor. My family is urging me to apply for disability while in PHP they're suggesting I go back to work or find another job. I'm committed to life, but I just wish it were some how easier.