I went to Cheeze and Whine, but I just couldn't make light. That's a great thread but everything I feel, physically and emotionally, has made me heartsick, like heartbreak and grief. Someone hinted on another thread that I might be a plant, like a hidden moderator or a pdoc or student. I laughed. I sure wish I was lying. I am lost tonight. Good thing there are no goodies in the house.