Hi Katie!
I'm glad you found this forum; I think you'll find a lot of people who can understand what you're going through. I know I certainly can- we have a lot of similar behaviors! Don't get caught up in the labeling; I think it's the feelings and emotions that drive the behaviors that are important to look at, and trying to define where you fall in the eating disorder spectrum can get confusing and distracting. I hope you find the help you're looking for! Take care!