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Originally Posted by healingme4me
For sure, bring it up with your T, as they probably know more of the nuances and ins and out of your life than someone like me an unfamiliar online presense to your day to day life. Your T may be able to delve deeper with you, is what I'm trying to say.
That said, fron your post, it truly seems like a core group of friends that haven't a clue on how to be your friend, if that makes sense? I mean, they don't sound like friends in that word choices are seemingly dismissive and rather condescending. How long have you been friends with this group of individuals? Is there ever any compassion? Do any try individually to be inclusive?
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There is some compassion, I guess there used to be more. I feel like everyone expected me to be better by now and the fact that I'm not is disappointing. I've been friends with a couple of them for somewhere around two years. Another friend of mine (who really doesn't get it) has been in my life since the fourth grade. I have one friend who is more inclusive, he generally won't talk much about anything deep, but he tries to be there in his own way.
I might just be messed up. I just feel like because I'm not better people have given up on me and are pushing me away. What sucks, is I've recently had somewhat of a breakthrough and have actually made some progress recently. Maybe it was too late. My ex left me because I wasn't better and he couldn't handle it anymore. The way some of these people are acting, is similar to how he did before he left.
Maybe things are in my head. Maybe I've just been ignoring the problems because I've been too distracted with my own crap. Maybe I'm just a piece of **** and haven't fully realized it.