I am not sure which comes first, the bipolar hunger for adventure or the increase in adventure itself.

Twice I found myself manic enough to be hospitalized after becoming single which seemed to kick-off periods of great and exciting activity. Was it the mania that caused this trend? Or was it mania that led to a constant thirst for more? I am not so sure about that. I really don't know.

Once I was I was hospitalised for a lengthy time on account of a very deep depression triggered by the very inability to undertake adventure.