My thoughts are still weird and dark, but are calming down a little bit now that I finished my period.Well, I think, let's see how this day goes :/ These past few periods have been like falling down a rabbit hole and I almost completely lose insight. I have always dreaded them, but after these three I am actually scared I could hurt myself.
I honestly don't feel that much better right now, but just a tiny bit more insight. This is really tough right now. I hope I can get something figured out within the next few weeks before this starts over again. Okay, going to do some work at the library because that is sort of helping keep me occupied.