I am 10 weeks pregnant and in an abusive relationship, both physical and mental. I'm scared to leave, he has agreed to let me go to my moms to have the baby, but every time I try to put a timeline together he shuts it down. I am trying so hard to be strong in this, but it's so hard. Yesterday was my birthday, he didn't make it special, but he wasn't terrible, until he came to my job, imma bartender, and a man was talking to me about toll roads and flat tires (he needed to be cut off) he wouldn't talk to me, and then ended up leaving. I knew what was waiting for me when I got home. He accused me of "flirting" and hit my in my face a few times. I'm so tired of living this way. I'm not happy.

I feel like my entire life has been thus way, why do some people have it so good, and others struggle with simple day to day life.