Sorry you had are having a tough time at the moment. That really sucks. Hang in there, even if you can't get online it doesn't make us disappear - i'm sure you are in a lot of peoples thoughts....you could always just write things on paper and type them in later...i always find that theraputic - but slightly odd too when i look back over what i have written because although it doesn't seem this way, you can never have the same emotion twice. Not really. hmmm....

You're in my thoughts and prayers tonight.