Hi, You sound like you're suffering pretty severely. I cannot tell exactly what's going on for you because I read only one post of yours and I don't know anything about your history.

I think I would have been as angry as you were if someone told me that what I see isn't real. I might have walked out, too. But don't think that because one therapist handled your situation badly they all will. I think it's GREAT that you did try to seek help from a medical professional. It would be a really good idea to reach out IRL for help again. Try to hear out what the therapist has to say, and be sure to tell the therapist exactly what's going on for you.

In the meantime, we're here for support and suggestions. Welcome to PC!