I mostly just think that "that's how it was " . Life is not a Hollywood movie . Many times a life is not perfect . Sure I feel bitter about it ..and I know that it has an effect on me even now . I also know I carry the genes which influenced that situation . But I don't feel unworthy . I'm out there bumping shoulders with the rest of the seven and a half billion misfits in the world ...and I'm not less than any of them . I'm no better than them , but certainly no less .