I am sad and depressed and tired. Very tired. Can't stay strong any more. I feel restless....nothing interests me...there is no joy in anything any more....everything's so dull and gray....there seems no way out.

How much longer do I have to fight to feel a little better? To feel a little more alive? To feel a tiny bit hopeful? Is there a light at the end of the road or will it only be darkness for me?

I know no one can help me. Still I posted....