I wish I could text or email or anything. This is so hard on me... another week of nothing ahead. i miss him terribly. I'm doing ok but now knowing how much longer there STILL is, I'm feeling very overwhelmed. A simple text would change everything but I'm not allowed that. We didn't even get much time to discuss this all. I can't handle random... long trips again with no contact. i just can't. Sigh....

Eternity this week will be for sure.