I don't think he will see it that way. I don't think he will believe either one of us is in the wrong, but just that the premise is compromised.

One thing that is eyeopening is the extent of how much I depend on M. I had not realized how much of a bearing wall his presence in my life has become. My boyfriend is perceptive, and he is increasing overprotective about therapy- he thinks it's way too much tough love and not enough love and I was better before I tried it. To me though, I have learned about myself and come to terms with the truth in a way I could not have without M, and he is my companion on a very dark journey. I don't want to be separated from him for any reason, and that right there doesn't seem healthy.