I am hanging in there.

I have a final job interview yet to be lined up and I am in a bit of a personal battle. Oh sure I am anxious about even getting a job but I am also anxious about what job. Just let me be a doer where I can just get my job done. Do not, please, put me in a position of leadership where I once more have to rely upon others. I just want to be able to show up for work and not take it home with me. Just let me be concerned with only myself instead of everyone else.