I didn't exercise this morning. I was too tired. I feel guilty about it.

I know I'm not suddenly become huge and obese overnight but ugh. And lately, I've been running a lot. I have a playdate scheduled with my daughter & my niece at 9 AM (about 15 min. driving involved) and already I'm wondering what time I have to wake up in the morning to work my run schedule around not only that but getting my husband up at 5:15 this week. He is a high school teacher and off for the summer, but they are sending him to mandatory training this week, and traffic is bad in the area of Houston he needs to get to for the training.

Got to get my run in tomorrow. It'll drive me crazy if I don't.

I think these long runs let me eat pretty much anything I want to and not gain weight because of the calories burned, and the ED loves that. I am very underweight and keep losing. I got my medical records from my pdoc recently; my weight was listed, but when I saw the gastroenterologist for a followup a couple weeks later, I weighted less, and boy was the ED happy! I'd say my weight fluctuates between a couple numbers anyway, and it's crazy how happy a lower number on the scale makes me feel even though I'm raising a pre-teen daughter (10 years old). What kind of horrible example am I setting for her?