Hey guys!
Quick update: Its been a rougghhhhh few days i've been here. I've had a panic attack every day, which is partially due to alcohol withdrawal--broke my denial a bit about how much I had been drinking. Luckily they give me a magic pill to make me calm down.
It is HARD, but I do like the people I am with, it is a small group of other clients, and each day does get a bit easier. I think I am going to be here a full two weeks

My counselor told me I am a code "red," which is the highest danger you can be in here.
It is so strange bc I don't think of myself as that bad off, and yet so many other people do.
That being said, it is a nice place. Tvs, access to a computer when it isn't group time, puzzles, games, art, and its very homey feeling.
Can't catch up to the couch