I'm hoping someone understands what I'm going thru right now. I've been having constant flashbacks the last few days, almost constantly it seems like. I'm lucky my therapist lets me call him at home and that's the only thing that's keeping me going, but he's talking about hospitalization and that terrifies me. I've been in hospitals many times before, but I've never talked about my switching and all that until this therapist. And he told me that one of my alters is suicidal right now. I have absolutely no support outside of my therapist and I don't know what to do anymore, I can't stop the flashbacks and I'm switching so often lately I always feel disoriented.

Sorry if I'm rambling on here I'm just feeling very lost and afraid and hoping someone can relate and maybe give me some hope.