You're right... It's way easier said than done. I see absolutely what you're saying, and I do appreciate it very much. I know I couldn't have stopped him from doing this but I can't help thinking that if I never entered his life, he would still be fully... intact. He probably never would have carried out the precise course of action that led him to this point. But of course, I don't really know that for sure. I just always wanted to be good for him. Never this.