I've only been sleeping about 4 hours a night, which for me means a hypo/mania phase is coming on.
I've also been running longer miles than normal and such little sleep another sign.
It's not bad right now. I'm moving and getting a lot of stuff done packing wise. I had the radio playing and I was dancing around the kitchen. I noticed by husband watching me. He walked up to me, put his hands on my cheeks, gave me a deep kiss (which is unusual for him), and said, "this is the wife I know and love."
Does this mean he doesn't like me stable? I get the frustration during depression and full blown mania. But, I made stupid mistakes during hypo phases. While I felt I was having a great day that comment scared me to death.
Anyone out there have a SO that has actually said they prefer the hypomania you? We are so new to this maybe he just doesn't understand the difference because he's been working so hard with me after he forgave me for the affair and decided to stay and work it out. I don't want to screw up again.
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