You would know how much crap I am filled with if you ever see me. I have high levels of testosterone so I am a bit muscular and tall and I am a bit fat as well. Got almost a full beard and all. Whenever I go outside, classmates and peers as well as other people call me "sir" before noticing I I have possible intellectual disability. Then they avoid me. Imagine how I must feel at that moment.

Today was chemistry lab work and I found out it hard to do the experiment and my partner regretted making me his partner. I talked to a professor of ours and he told me to not stress myself, everything will be fine, I just need to finish the theory first.

So I feel like I am full of crap as well, despite being large. I am malnourished (it isn't obvious, but a person with keen observation can deduce that) and my brain isn't trained for basic things so I feel like I am full of crap all the time.

I am not. As Eminem would say, "But no matter how many fish in the sea. It will be so empty without me."