for me, I was always the "outcast sibling"

though I was born an only child, I later had a brother and sister- and despite my mother abusing all of us equally, she treated my brother and sister with a bit more inclusion

like when it would come to family events they would have a part in it, and I'd be locked in my room unable to take part- not allowed too.

several times I was told I didn't deserve a family, didn't belong in one

played a huge impact in my lack of experience of the worldd