Woah! Either folks are very talkative or I'm coming on here less than I thought! (missing a lot)

Anyway, well I'll be missing a lot more in the next few weeks. We've actually got some travel planned too, so I'll be away from the internet. (Oh no! What am I going to do!)

I'm kinda moody, but nothing new. I mean it's the same old crap bothering me again. Me feeling like a failure, well, because I really am! It's alright. It's true. I blame my physical ailments, but there has to be some mental setbacks too. I'm really discouraged by the neuro psych results getting pushed back, but you know, I'm also kindof afraid it's not really even going to help me much. What if they find nothing is wrong? Then I'll just be depressed because I really am "lazy"! What if everyone hates me then? Ah, I guess I'm not having the best morning, but I hope it gets better. Got a list of chores to do. Going to try to tackle those now...and maybe cry a little. *sigh*