I am feeling that old urge again - I haven't been more than slightly up or down for over a year and I hate taking daily meds for something it seems like I am over. I have stopped before and it never ends well, but I can't seem to shake this feeling that i really don't need the meds anymore. Right now, rational thought is winning and I am not stopping. But it bugs me how often I think about it, usually when I am about to take meds. I worry about giving in.