I haven't gone to work in almost a month because I was in the midst of an episode and wound up inpatient. I'm not sure what I should do now. Do I go back to work? Do I call and tell them I can't go back? It's a seasonal job at a summer camp and the position ends at the end of this month. Also during the episode I acquired quite a bit of scars on my arms and neck from Self harm, and my clothes involve wearing a T-shirt and I don't really know how to cover that up if I do go back. And I can't stay awake the whole day on my new med doses.
I honestly don't want to go back, but everyone keeps telling me I should because it's good for me. It's probably the best job I ever had, but Idoon't really know. What do you think?