I think I had to because of my illnesses.

I had a high paying government job that I'll never get back. I don't have a degree that's useful. I have anxiety going to college, even for online classes. Most of the hobbies I would like to learn more but it's over my head.

You do have age on your side, though. I'm almost 53 and ageism is alive and well.

Ever thought of learning a trade? That would help a lot of people and can be satisfying as well.