It's OK to keep changing your mind about which direction you want to pursue. You are exploring your interests and have not settled on a specific direction yet. That is to be expected through a period of exploration, self-discovery and decision-making.
I went through a similar type of experience when I was deciding which career direction to pursue. My problem was I had too many interests and just couldn't decide, so I kept changing my course repeatedly. So, what happened? Life kind of decided for me. I took a job because I needed one, and from there, my career developed in a direction I hadn't even considered and never knew existed.
So how do you stick with one decision? It's harder when you have time on your hands and no financially pressures to stick to something. When you are forced to make a decision based on financial need, it's a little bit easier. But when you do have the time to pick and choose, you just make the best choice that makes the most sense for you and which really excites you or interests you the most. Then see it through! I think it's important to stick things out, even if you have doubts along the way. It's for gaining a sense of accomplishment, purpose and direction to see things through.
Also, try not to worry about what others think. People will think what they want, but ultimately, it's your life and you can do as you please and see fit, regardless of others' opinions. It's your own happiness that is in your hands, and you are in control of your destiny, not other people. Just remember that. So what if you're exploring! That's where you are right now, and that's perfectly OK! =) ((((Hugs)))))
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