I respectfully disagree with you about this not being important.
I'm tickled to see you post again. Boards go through phases and turnovers so ppl may be back or maybe have moved on.
But you!! You're gittin' hitched! Now that is exciting news. What a wonderful way to spend December all aglow and agiggle with that newly ringed finger and future plans!
I know you will find happiness. It might not take the form you've imagined but I know happiness is out there in your future waiting for you to find it.
So nice of you to check in. Thanks lost_lonely. Warm wishes for you and the new hunny.