Feel irritated. Coffees, many espressos, are helping but I still want to break something so bad. I woke up feeling crappy and was really mean to someone first thing this morning. I feel bad about it but not at the same time. I also am really fighting drinking today, successfully fighting it. I will undoubtedly lose out on resisting sexual urges yet again, because those seem to be my driving force lately. I'm going to have to bite someone, maybe hard.